Guys, gw udah mulai betah nih di kantor baru. Kan udah lumayan kenal orang2nya. Tau prosedur klo mo ini-itu. Ngerti joke apa yg mesti dikeluarin. Mulai ngerti istilah2 internal. Mulai dikenal. Mulai bisa banyak ngobrol. Intinya : semuanya bikin gw semakin nyaman di kantor ini.
Seperti yg sudah2, cara gw beradaptasi adalah : observasi cukup lama, trial-error beberapa kali, liat responnya, baru deh mulai ngerasa nyaman. Jd jgn heran klo gw rada lambat dalam beradaptasi krn memang lama di observasinya. Eit, tp jgn salah ya, biarpun lambat tapi pasti loh! Gw emang ga bisa cepat ngebaur di lingkungan baru, tp yakinlah, gw berusaha buat bisa ngenalin karakter semua orang (bukan tipe yg cuek-cuek aja).
Oya, gw juga lbh suka kerjaan di sini daripada di kantor gw yg baru. Dulu kerjaan gw banyakan administrasi gitu, sekarang gak gitu lagi. Fasilitas? Jgn ditanya! Gw bisa YM dan email all the day. Senangnya...
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
menjelajahi (lagi) FS-ku
Hari ni gw menjelajahi FS, terutama profil teman2 yg udah lama ga ktm tatap muka. Sejak lulus, sebagian kecil aja anak2 seangkatan yg bisa ketemu langsung. Lainnya, ada yg by sms, tp kebanyakan lost contact. Dari hasil window shopping itu : ada yg baru pake jilbab (gw udah tau dari teman lainnya, tp penasaran liat fotonya), ada yg udah lulus, ada yg putus, ada yg putus tp udah jadian ma orang lain lagi, ada yg ga ngecek2 FS-nya, ada yg masih sibuk dg skripsi tp ada yg berkutat dg tgs2 S2, ada yg masih nganggur tp ada yg berburu perusahaan ke-sekian, de-el-el deh. Byk kontradiksi jg, rupanya.
Beginilah nasib jg (kuli) kantoran. Working hour 08.00 - 17.00 (tp seringnya lewat) belum termasuk waktu di perjalanan, Senin-Jumat, plus klo ada kerjaan yg hrs dilakukan di luar jam kerja itu, bikin gw ga bisa sering2 ngumpul2 lagi. Pas gw bisa, teman yg gw ajak belum tentu bisa, dan sebaliknya. Padahal byk bgt yg gw kangenin. Beginilah...pas kerja, kangen masa kuliah... Untuk sementara ini, kangennya dipendam dulu aja deh. Nikmati sajalah saat ini...
Tiba2 gak tau mo nulis apalagi (krn udah sempet interrupted ngerjain tgs kantor) padahal td byk bgt yg mo ditulis. Mo ga mo deh closingnya begini doang... Buh!
Beginilah nasib jg (kuli) kantoran. Working hour 08.00 - 17.00 (tp seringnya lewat) belum termasuk waktu di perjalanan, Senin-Jumat, plus klo ada kerjaan yg hrs dilakukan di luar jam kerja itu, bikin gw ga bisa sering2 ngumpul2 lagi. Pas gw bisa, teman yg gw ajak belum tentu bisa, dan sebaliknya. Padahal byk bgt yg gw kangenin. Beginilah...pas kerja, kangen masa kuliah... Untuk sementara ini, kangennya dipendam dulu aja deh. Nikmati sajalah saat ini...
Tiba2 gak tau mo nulis apalagi (krn udah sempet interrupted ngerjain tgs kantor) padahal td byk bgt yg mo ditulis. Mo ga mo deh closingnya begini doang... Buh!
kenangan...
kata so' bijak yang terlintas dalam suatu percakapan biasa...
Homers (berlima) go to Blok M
Tgl 28 April kmaren, gw jalan2 ma (lima) homers ke Blok M. Nih dia foto kita di foodcourt Pasaraya.
Mungkin sedikit gw jelasin ttg homers dulu ya. Jadi wkt kuliah, kita buat kelompok yg terdiri dari 7 orang. Nah, setelah memikirkan byk nama, akhirnya terpilihlah nama : HOME. Knapa home? Home kan artinya rumah. Kita sih pengennya kelompok kita itu kayak rumah, tempat dimana penghuninya kembali lagi setelah seharian kemana-mana. Penghuni rumah bisa pergi ke tempat lain, tapi dia akan kembali ke rumah juga. Nah, kita pengennya kelompok yg terbentuk ini tdk menghalangi para anggotanya buat bergaul ke kelompok atau temen yg lain, asalkan inget buat kembali ke rumah. Karena namanya home, maka para penghuninya disebut homer (asalnya adalah home-er tp disingkat homer biar gampang). Berhubung anggotanya ada 7, jadilah bentuk jamaknya disebut "homers". Begitulah cerita singkatnya...
Nah, seperti yg gw bilang, sebenarnya kita ada 7, tp ketemuan kemarin cuman bisa ber-5. Liat fotonya deh, gw urutin dari kiri ke kanan ya : gw, Mila, Arista, Nasya, Ati. Nana dan Diah tdk bisa dtg :(. Kita berfoto hampir maghrib, dimana energi udah terkuras buat ngobrol, jln2 & makan. Namun lihatlah, begitu kamera ON, wajah2 lelah bisa langsung ceria lagi.
Momen ketemuan brg2 gini jarang bisa terwujud. Klo ketemuan berdua ato bertiga aja sih masih gampang (karena kita ada yg 1 kantor juga), tp klo mo lbh dr itu...wuih, bakal susah bgt. Makanya pas akhirnya bisa ketemu, rasanya senang bgt (walopun tetap ga bisa komplit). Jadwal ngumpul lg plg cpt 2 minggu ke dpn. Gimana pun juga, ga gampang menyelaraskan jadwal 7 org (kdg2 mengatur jadwal sendiri aja ribet!) agar bisa kumpul di waktu yg sama. Makanya yah dimaklumin aja klo ga bs ngumpul semua. Lain kali, gw harap sih bisa komplit. Hidup ngumpul2!!!!
Mungkin sedikit gw jelasin ttg homers dulu ya. Jadi wkt kuliah, kita buat kelompok yg terdiri dari 7 orang. Nah, setelah memikirkan byk nama, akhirnya terpilihlah nama : HOME. Knapa home? Home kan artinya rumah. Kita sih pengennya kelompok kita itu kayak rumah, tempat dimana penghuninya kembali lagi setelah seharian kemana-mana. Penghuni rumah bisa pergi ke tempat lain, tapi dia akan kembali ke rumah juga. Nah, kita pengennya kelompok yg terbentuk ini tdk menghalangi para anggotanya buat bergaul ke kelompok atau temen yg lain, asalkan inget buat kembali ke rumah. Karena namanya home, maka para penghuninya disebut homer (asalnya adalah home-er tp disingkat homer biar gampang). Berhubung anggotanya ada 7, jadilah bentuk jamaknya disebut "homers". Begitulah cerita singkatnya...
Nah, seperti yg gw bilang, sebenarnya kita ada 7, tp ketemuan kemarin cuman bisa ber-5. Liat fotonya deh, gw urutin dari kiri ke kanan ya : gw, Mila, Arista, Nasya, Ati. Nana dan Diah tdk bisa dtg :(. Kita berfoto hampir maghrib, dimana energi udah terkuras buat ngobrol, jln2 & makan. Namun lihatlah, begitu kamera ON, wajah2 lelah bisa langsung ceria lagi.
Momen ketemuan brg2 gini jarang bisa terwujud. Klo ketemuan berdua ato bertiga aja sih masih gampang (karena kita ada yg 1 kantor juga), tp klo mo lbh dr itu...wuih, bakal susah bgt. Makanya pas akhirnya bisa ketemu, rasanya senang bgt (walopun tetap ga bisa komplit). Jadwal ngumpul lg plg cpt 2 minggu ke dpn. Gimana pun juga, ga gampang menyelaraskan jadwal 7 org (kdg2 mengatur jadwal sendiri aja ribet!) agar bisa kumpul di waktu yg sama. Makanya yah dimaklumin aja klo ga bs ngumpul semua. Lain kali, gw harap sih bisa komplit. Hidup ngumpul2!!!!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
Tune up the spirit!!!!!!!
Beberapa hari yg lalu, gw sempet berasa inkompeten gitu. Entering new environment, confusing with all of new rules, people, place, tasks, and all things attached too it got me feel stressed and felt incompetent. Digabung dgn berbagai akumulasi fisik dan pikiran yang dubawa dari tempat kerja sebelumnya, bisa diliat klo akhirnya gw jatuh sakit. Selama masa sakit itu, gw byk mikir dan mengkhawatirkan about my future here (in new workplace). After worried for those 3-hell-days, akhirnya gw masuk dg sedikit semangat. Dan alhamdulillah ... api semangat yg kecil itu akhirnya membesar dan membakar lagi spirit gw.
Berikut sebagian pikiran2 positif yg membantu gw keluar dari lubang kecemasan itu.
"Kok lo jadi ciut gini sih? Kemana Mirna yg tegar, kuat, berani dan gak pantang menyerah?"
"Kalaupun nantinya bakal sulit, lo harus yakin, Mir, bahwa dengan kerja keras, lo pasti bisa mengetasinya."
"Mereka rekrut lo, berarti mereka yakin klo lo bisa. Kok malah lo yg ga yakin ma diri lo?"
"Masa' belum bertempur aja udah sakit duluan?"
"Lo gak bakal langsung dilepas gitu aja. Lo pasti dibantuin dulu supaya ga bingung. Tenang aja, Mir."
Yah...begitulah sedikit sharing dari gw. Sebenarnya ada cara lain buat re-charge energi, yaitu CURHAT. Berhubung waktu itu gw sakit, jadi ga bisa curhat ma siapa2. Sempet sih curhat ma adik g dan berkurang jg stressnya, tapi karena dia juga ga gitu ngerti dunia kerja gw, dia ga bisa ngasih solusi jg. Hah ... I'm glad getting back myself!!!!!!!
Berikut sebagian pikiran2 positif yg membantu gw keluar dari lubang kecemasan itu.
"Kok lo jadi ciut gini sih? Kemana Mirna yg tegar, kuat, berani dan gak pantang menyerah?"
"Kalaupun nantinya bakal sulit, lo harus yakin, Mir, bahwa dengan kerja keras, lo pasti bisa mengetasinya."
"Mereka rekrut lo, berarti mereka yakin klo lo bisa. Kok malah lo yg ga yakin ma diri lo?"
"Masa' belum bertempur aja udah sakit duluan?"
"Lo gak bakal langsung dilepas gitu aja. Lo pasti dibantuin dulu supaya ga bingung. Tenang aja, Mir."
Yah...begitulah sedikit sharing dari gw. Sebenarnya ada cara lain buat re-charge energi, yaitu CURHAT. Berhubung waktu itu gw sakit, jadi ga bisa curhat ma siapa2. Sempet sih curhat ma adik g dan berkurang jg stressnya, tapi karena dia juga ga gitu ngerti dunia kerja gw, dia ga bisa ngasih solusi jg. Hah ... I'm glad getting back myself!!!!!!!
Monday, May 07, 2007
HP gw ga bisa SMS!!!!!!!
Guy, pengumuman, HP gw rada error nih. Kayaknya ada korslet gitu antara keypad dengan layar. Jd begitu pencet keypad sedikiiit melenceng dari 'semestinya' malah jreng! jreng! errorlah screen-nya. Error dapat berupa tulisan berotasi 90 ato 180 derajat, terbalik seperti tercermin, ato ga respon sama sekali!!!
Untungnya, joystick-nya ga ikutan bikin error jadi klo mo tlp gw masih bisa (krn tinggal gerak2in joystick aja). Tapi klo mo sms, baru 1 kata pasti langsung error. Damn!!! Damn!!! Jadinya, mulai 2 minggu yg lalu, gw bales sms temen gw dengan : TELEPON. Jadilah pulsa gw lumayan boros. Gw palingan bia bales dgn sms jg klo gw pas di rumah (dg minjem HP adek gw). Itu jg dikasih plus bonus bibir merengut dan misuh2 sambil ngedumel nyindir bahwa HP cepet rusak klo nomornya sering dituker2. Begitu gw bilang nomor ga usah dituker jd pake pulsa dia, makin pait aja mukenya. Huh, susahnya tak bisa sms.
So, for all friends maapkan klo beberapa sms kalian tdk gw bales. Maklum aja ya... Gw dah mo bli HP baru ko. Rencananya Rabu (lusa) sudah sampe di tangan gw. Sekali lagi : MAAPPPPP....!
Untungnya, joystick-nya ga ikutan bikin error jadi klo mo tlp gw masih bisa (krn tinggal gerak2in joystick aja). Tapi klo mo sms, baru 1 kata pasti langsung error. Damn!!! Damn!!! Jadinya, mulai 2 minggu yg lalu, gw bales sms temen gw dengan : TELEPON. Jadilah pulsa gw lumayan boros. Gw palingan bia bales dgn sms jg klo gw pas di rumah (dg minjem HP adek gw). Itu jg dikasih plus bonus bibir merengut dan misuh2 sambil ngedumel nyindir bahwa HP cepet rusak klo nomornya sering dituker2. Begitu gw bilang nomor ga usah dituker jd pake pulsa dia, makin pait aja mukenya. Huh, susahnya tak bisa sms.
So, for all friends maapkan klo beberapa sms kalian tdk gw bales. Maklum aja ya... Gw dah mo bli HP baru ko. Rencananya Rabu (lusa) sudah sampe di tangan gw. Sekali lagi : MAAPPPPP....!
Mirna plongo2 di kantor baru
Hari rabu kmaren gw masuk kantor baru. Berhubung gw orang sibuk, jd yah baru sempet crita sekarang. Aduh! *kena timpuk* Yah, sebagai hari 1st, gw dikasih tau soal peraturan2, kenalan ma (hampir) semua orang, dikasih program belajar, dikasi tau letak2 tempat2 'strategis' (baca: toilet, mosola, pantry, kantin), trus dibiarin supaya belajar sendiri. Huhuhu...secara gw satu2nya anak bawang di sini, jadilah tak punya teman senasib sepenanggungan (baca: tak ada teman berbagi kebingungan).
Banyak hal baru yang gw gak ngerti. Banyak yang beda bgt sama kantor yg lama. Banyak istilah yg gak ngerti. Hampir semua orang ga kenal. Huaaaaa..... rasanya mo nangis....
Trus Jumat-Minggu gw diare berat, kepala pusing, demam, badan lemes (secara diarenya parah ya...). Waktu hr Jumat gw dan mo pingsan karena berdiri di bus. Kayaknya kecapean, salah makan, telat makan, masuk angin bersatu padu bikin rontok badan gw. Apalagi 2 minggu sebelum gw resign dari kantor gw yg lama, gw pulang malem terus buat ngejar nyelesein kerjaan gw. Hari ini untung udah baikan walo ga bisa lama2 berdiri di bus. Gw kesel bgt gara2 sakitnya minggu ini. Gw jd ga bisa ngumpul ma temen2 gw yg udah tersebar dimana2 itu. Tdnya kita sama2 di kantor gw yg lama tp akhirnya memencarkan diri ke segala penjuru. he3x.. Trus gw jg ga bisa dtg ke nikahan temen SMA-dg-adek kelas di kuliah. Dobel deh betenya.
Klo lo sendiri gimana? Enjoy ga wiken kmaren?
Banyak hal baru yang gw gak ngerti. Banyak yang beda bgt sama kantor yg lama. Banyak istilah yg gak ngerti. Hampir semua orang ga kenal. Huaaaaa..... rasanya mo nangis....
Trus Jumat-Minggu gw diare berat, kepala pusing, demam, badan lemes (secara diarenya parah ya...). Waktu hr Jumat gw dan mo pingsan karena berdiri di bus. Kayaknya kecapean, salah makan, telat makan, masuk angin bersatu padu bikin rontok badan gw. Apalagi 2 minggu sebelum gw resign dari kantor gw yg lama, gw pulang malem terus buat ngejar nyelesein kerjaan gw. Hari ini untung udah baikan walo ga bisa lama2 berdiri di bus. Gw kesel bgt gara2 sakitnya minggu ini. Gw jd ga bisa ngumpul ma temen2 gw yg udah tersebar dimana2 itu. Tdnya kita sama2 di kantor gw yg lama tp akhirnya memencarkan diri ke segala penjuru. he3x.. Trus gw jg ga bisa dtg ke nikahan temen SMA-dg-adek kelas di kuliah. Dobel deh betenya.
Klo lo sendiri gimana? Enjoy ga wiken kmaren?
Thursday, April 19, 2007
prepare my umbrella before rain comes
2 hari belakangan gw banyak baca2 situs/blog yang berkaitan dengan investasi. Why investasi? Sederhana bgt. Gw kerja, pendapatan gw tergantung dari "pihak" lain, gw belum punya modal buat bikin usaha sendiri, so gw perlu cara buat ngejaga uang yang gw terima tiap bulannya gak habis buat keperluan pokok aja, tapi bisa mulai membangun masa depan gw. Berapa lama sih masa kerja produktif manusia? Kalau gak hati2 dan main abisin aja gaji yang didapat, bisa2 akan terlambat buat mulai menyisihkannya mulai dari sedini mungkin. Ada beberapa alternatif investasi yang bisa dipilih. Dari baca2 itu, gw menyarankan lo-lo pada juga mulai mukirin mengenai investasi ini. Bentuknya bisa apa saja. Cari yg sesuai kebutuhan, aman dan halal, pastinya. Okay?
Coming soon : "NEW OFFICE". Only at theater...
Gw diterima ni di perusahaan baru, sebut saja PT. E. Gw kerja di divisi Research & Development (R&D). Kerjanya akan seputar alat tes, modul dan analisis. He3x... konsep bgt de, pokoknya. Gw banget 'kan? Kabar diterimanya si udah dari minggu lalu, tapi... berhubung gw masih punya banyak tugas di sini jadi baru masuk awal Mei.
Di tempat yang baru nanti, gw harap dapat ilmu yang lebih banyak, lebih "gw banget", teman yg lebih banyak dan baik2, gak sering pulang malam, makin gaul, penampilan makin oke, dapat jodoh yg baik, trus... Loh?! Loh?! Kok jadi makin ngaco?! Jadi ketauan deh tujuan 'tersembunyi' gw *ketawa ngakak ampe kejedot meja*.
Last but not least, wish me luck, doakan gw yg terbaik ya!!!!!
Di tempat yang baru nanti, gw harap dapat ilmu yang lebih banyak, lebih "gw banget", teman yg lebih banyak dan baik2, gak sering pulang malam, makin gaul, penampilan makin oke, dapat jodoh yg baik, trus... Loh?! Loh?! Kok jadi makin ngaco?! Jadi ketauan deh tujuan 'tersembunyi' gw *ketawa ngakak ampe kejedot meja*.
Last but not least, wish me luck, doakan gw yg terbaik ya!!!!!
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
... yes, I let my love flow ...
Mirna, your palm reveals you are especially good at Letting your love flow.
Your palm shows you are a very warm and compassionate person. You give your affection freely to friends and family that you care about most.
Mo tau apa kata telapak tangan loe? (menurut situs ini ya...). Klik ini !
Your palm shows you are a very warm and compassionate person. You give your affection freely to friends and family that you care about most.
Mo tau apa kata telapak tangan loe? (menurut situs ini ya...). Klik ini !
Do You Follow Your Heart or Your Head?
Untuk hari ini, tambah 1 hasil tes lagi ya! Abisnya gw penasaran bgt : gw lebih sering pakai "kepala" atau "hati" dalam mengambil keputusan. Klik di sini kalo lo juga pengen tau!
Mirna, you follow your heart when it comes to success.
You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.
But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so invested in your ideas and interests that you can work so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!
Mirna, you follow your heart when it comes to success.
You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold.
But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so invested in your ideas and interests that you can work so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!
Big Apple, I'm coming!!!!
Huah... pengen banget gw teriakin kalimat itu!! Gw setuju bgt sama hasil tes di bawah ini karena gw emang senang tinggal di crowded-big-modern city. Kapan ya bisa ke NY??? Mo tau kota yg sesuai ma diri lo? Klik di sini ! Lagi getol klik-klik tes nih. Jadi keterusan deh... He3x...
Mirna, your signature city is New York.
Whether you like to have lots of options at your fingertips or you like to be in a metropolitan environment that's buzzing with energy, the Big Apple is the perfect place for you. Maybe you like to mix and mingle at some of the edgiest restaurants, shops, and clubs in the world. Or maybe you like to be in the middle of it all — in the bright lights and big city.
One night could be dinner and a show on Broadway, a stroll through Central Park the next, or a trip to the Met the next. From Grand Central Station to Greenwich Village, New York's got some of the biggest and edgiest things to see and do anywhere in the world. No wonder a trendsetter like you would be right at home in the Big Apple.
Mirna, your signature city is New York.
Whether you like to have lots of options at your fingertips or you like to be in a metropolitan environment that's buzzing with energy, the Big Apple is the perfect place for you. Maybe you like to mix and mingle at some of the edgiest restaurants, shops, and clubs in the world. Or maybe you like to be in the middle of it all — in the bright lights and big city.
One night could be dinner and a show on Broadway, a stroll through Central Park the next, or a trip to the Met the next. From Grand Central Station to Greenwich Village, New York's got some of the biggest and edgiest things to see and do anywhere in the world. No wonder a trendsetter like you would be right at home in the Big Apple.
My Inkblot Test Result
Ini hasil tes yg lain berdasarkan inkblot (mirip2 Rorschach Test gitu dey). Secara ini tes buat reveal unconsciousness jadi gw gak bisa yakin juga sesuai sama gw apa enggak. Mo juga? Klik di sini ! Gw ingetin ya, harus sabar karena ada 56 pertanyaan.
Mirna, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not.
You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences.
The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others.
With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.
Mirna, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life — whether you are aware of it or not.
You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences.
The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love — hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others.
With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.
Though your unconscious mind is driven most strongly by Love, there is much more to who you are at your core.
Mirna, your true color is Brown!
Ini hasil tes gw di situs ini. Banyak bagusnya loh. He3x... menurut gw sih sesuai bgt ma gw. Menurut lo??
You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision.
Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music.
Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.
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You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision.
Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music.
Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Quote : from "By Pricking of My Thumbs" - Agatha Christie
"Karena kebohongan bercerita sama banyaknya dengan kebenaran." (Hercule Poirot)
Thank you for being a part of my life
--- Tulisan ini gw dapat dari milis angkatan gw. Bagus bgt deh. ---
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring t he relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent has been answered and now it's time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have n eve r done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Beli eve it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
--- Bagus, kan? *ngancem bawa piso* Membantu gw melupakan someone yg mungkin come into my life for a reason or a season. Hiks hiks ... ---
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring t he relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent has been answered and now it's time to move on.
Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have n eve r done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Beli eve it, it is real. But only for a season.
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.
--- Bagus, kan? *ngancem bawa piso* Membantu gw melupakan someone yg mungkin come into my life for a reason or a season. Hiks hiks ... ---
Reff : maaf kujenuh padamu...
ini hal yang mo gw posting minggu lalu tapi karena internet yg (seperti biasa) dodolnya lagi kumat, yah gagal deh!
2 hari belakangan gw malas untuk berangkat dan melakukan kegiatan yang namanya kerja. Gak semangat. Mungkin ini yang namanya masa jenuh *backsound : Maaf kujenuh padamu ... (Rio Febrian)*. Kalau dinyatakan dengan angka, gw kerja sebagai staf memasuki bulan ke-8. Ini berarti sudah 7 bulan belakangan gw melakukan pekerjaan yang sama. Ternyata dah lumayan lama juga gw disini.
Duh, hari ini hati gw kok gak tenang ya? Ada apa? Ada apa ya? Khawatir nih... Aku sebal dg anxiety* spt ini.
* anxiety = kecemasan tetapi sumber/penyebab tidak diketahui
2 hari belakangan gw malas untuk berangkat dan melakukan kegiatan yang namanya kerja. Gak semangat. Mungkin ini yang namanya masa jenuh *backsound : Maaf kujenuh padamu ... (Rio Febrian)*. Kalau dinyatakan dengan angka, gw kerja sebagai staf memasuki bulan ke-8. Ini berarti sudah 7 bulan belakangan gw melakukan pekerjaan yang sama. Ternyata dah lumayan lama juga gw disini.
Duh, hari ini hati gw kok gak tenang ya? Ada apa? Ada apa ya? Khawatir nih... Aku sebal dg anxiety* spt ini.
* anxiety = kecemasan tetapi sumber/penyebab tidak diketahui
Thursday, April 05, 2007
H + 1
Today is (H + 1) day after making decision. I admit still thinking of him, however, it's much easier to take a deep breath and switch my mind over something else. Now I'm focusing to pass my psychotest on company E. Yeah, I'm searhing new job. I have some dissatisfaction about my current job. Salah satunya alasannya soal P7 (baca blog yg ini). I deserve better job. And the struggle begin ... join job-seeker mailinglist ... sending cv ... waiting ... still waiting ... receiving call ... attend psychotest ... interview ... beeing hired. I'm on quarter-end of the journey. Wish me luck !!!
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
.. and finally I let him go away ...
Tadi malem, jam 21.33, selama 6 menit 8 detik, dia nelpon gw. Huhuhu... i think this is the time. Time to REALLY REALLY let him go away. "Out of sight, out of mind", moga2 itu yg terjadi ma gw. Kemaren gw bener2 gak bisa nahan diri gw untuk tanyain dan tegasin beberapa hal. Kayaknya si "rasa"-nya udah ilang, cuma kok belum rela ya ? (yeee... emangnya bisa gak ada rasa tp gak rela??). Gw pikir mungkin sebenarnya gw takut aja buat ngelepasin orang yg udah lama bgt ada di hati gw. Takut akan "kekosongan" yg menganga.
In the other hand, my rational-part-of-mind remind me that i can't move forward without taking any risk. "No pain, no gain", kata orang Jawa *basi mode : ON*. Eniwei, at least gw tau sekarang kesibukan dia apa. Seperti yg gw bilang sebelumhya, kita tuh emang BEDA bgt, yg makin jelas aja sejak kmarin. Gw sempat berpikir buat confess, tp gw nyadar gw gak akan seberani itu.
May be just Oprah said, "He's just not into you". Dia ga segitu sukanya sama gw sampe berani ungkapin perasaannya. Dia cuman gak segitunya ma gw. Bukan, ingat, BUKAN karena I'm not good enough, BUKAN karena there's something wrong about me. He's just not into me. I deserve someone better.
The bright side is I'm be more focus on my own plan. Masih banyak tujuan yg mesti gw capai, rencana yg mesti gw susun, proses yg mesti gw jalanin. Kita sama2 jalanin kehidupan masing2. Mungkin hanya soal takdir kalo kita tdk meng-capture target yg sama. That's it. Cukuplah begini saja akhirnya. Gw HARUS RELA.
Prolog :
... i was crying badly after i had hung the phone up ... I didn't say it's easy to do, did I ?
In the other hand, my rational-part-of-mind remind me that i can't move forward without taking any risk. "No pain, no gain", kata orang Jawa *basi mode : ON*. Eniwei, at least gw tau sekarang kesibukan dia apa. Seperti yg gw bilang sebelumhya, kita tuh emang BEDA bgt, yg makin jelas aja sejak kmarin. Gw sempat berpikir buat confess, tp gw nyadar gw gak akan seberani itu.
May be just Oprah said, "He's just not into you". Dia ga segitu sukanya sama gw sampe berani ungkapin perasaannya. Dia cuman gak segitunya ma gw. Bukan, ingat, BUKAN karena I'm not good enough, BUKAN karena there's something wrong about me. He's just not into me. I deserve someone better.
The bright side is I'm be more focus on my own plan. Masih banyak tujuan yg mesti gw capai, rencana yg mesti gw susun, proses yg mesti gw jalanin. Kita sama2 jalanin kehidupan masing2. Mungkin hanya soal takdir kalo kita tdk meng-capture target yg sama. That's it. Cukuplah begini saja akhirnya. Gw HARUS RELA.
Prolog :
... i was crying badly after i had hung the phone up ... I didn't say it's easy to do, did I ?
Monday, April 02, 2007
cukup gak yah????
Pertanyaan di atas pasti sering diajukan oleh karyawan P7* seperti gw, terutama di tengah bulan. Bulan ini ternyata lebih parah karena baru tgl 2 pertanyaan rutin itu udah nyangkut di kepala. Pasalnya, sabtu kmaren gw blanja novel AC** di Pesta Buku Gramedia. Diskon 50% bo'! Langsunglah dg kalap memborong segala judul yg gw blum punya. Tau jumlahnya berapa? 24 BUKU!!!! Dan nominal Rp 300ribuan ter-kredit-kan-lah dari rekening gw. Sebagian dari pasti setuju dong kalo jumlah segitu tuh gak ada artinya dibanding dg ilmu yg bakal didapat *rasionalisasi mode : ON*. Tapi..... begitu kita melakukan komparasi : angka tsb 1/x gaji gw (x = sengaja disamarkan untuk menghindarkan diri dari dampak penurunan self-esteem yg lbh besar).
Dalam keadaan biasa (baca: tanpa diskon ato diskon max 20%) gw palingan cuman nelen ludah pahit doang klo liat novel AC. Paling banter beli 1 - 3 biji doang. Makanya langsung ga bs nahan diri melihat angka diskon abnormal itu (tanpa menyadari bahwa nominal yg kecil pun bila dikalikan 24 buah pasti jatohnya gede juga).
* P7 = Pergi Pagi Pulang Petang Penghasilan Pas-Pasan
** AC = Agatha Christie
Dalam keadaan biasa (baca: tanpa diskon ato diskon max 20%) gw palingan cuman nelen ludah pahit doang klo liat novel AC. Paling banter beli 1 - 3 biji doang. Makanya langsung ga bs nahan diri melihat angka diskon abnormal itu (tanpa menyadari bahwa nominal yg kecil pun bila dikalikan 24 buah pasti jatohnya gede juga).
* P7 = Pergi Pagi Pulang Petang Penghasilan Pas-Pasan
** AC = Agatha Christie
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